When I say that I love you so much, it doesn’t mean that everyday is that much.
Sometimes less, sometimes more.
But still much to make me stay.
When I say that I can understand when you get busy, it doesn’t mean that I always feel good or okay with that.
I still love to have your attention even just a bit.
But I try my best to give you time to do your things cause I know you’re not only need to care of me.
When I say that I need you, it doesn’t mean that I want to have you 24 hours/7 days.
You give me more strength and you are my mood-booster.
But I’m okay if you’re not here.
I might became weak, but okay.
When I say that I will wait for you, it doesn’t mean that I’m patient enough.
Sometimes I also feel insecure, are you truly belong to me ?
Would you be the one for me ?
And it makes me often have bad thoughts and cranky.
But it’s hard for me to share my thoughts, cause I fear that you might walk away.
I not want my selfish and childish thoughts make you far from me though ya, it hurt me.
When I say I not want to let you go, it doesn’t mean that I can’t let you go.
Anytime you want to go,
I can let you go though I not want too
I love you, I will always do that and I wish you know that